Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Personality Test!

Try this personality test to know yourself better... True or not, only you yourself will know the answer. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Key To My Heart!!!

I had closed the door to my heart
And would not let anyone in,
I had trusted and loved only to be hurt
But that would never happen again

I had locked the door and tossed the key
As hard and as far as I could,
Love would never enter me again,
As my heart was closed for good

Then you came into my life
And made me change my mind,
Just when I thought that tiny key
Was impossible to find

That is when you held out your hand
And proved to me I was wrong,
Inside your palm was the key to my heart
To the rainbow I am waiting for

Friday, October 26, 2007

What Your Soul Really Looks Like


You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.

You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

My Horoscope for today!

Here is my horoscope
for Thursday, October 25:


You're inspired with a new kind of energy and may decide that your life needs a new direction. It might not be too far from where you're headed now, but it should feel more meaningful to you.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I Turn To You!!!


When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know
I'll find the light
To light my way
When I'm scared
Losing ground
When my world is going crazy
You can turn it all around
And when I'm down
You're there pushing me to the top
You're always there
Giving me all you've got

For a shield from the storm
For a friend
For a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you

When I lose the will to win

I just reach for you
And I can reach the sky again
I can do anything
Cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me

And when I need a friend
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
Taking me through the night

For the arms to be my shelter
Through all the rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart I can rely on through anything
For that one who I can run to
I turn to you

Monday, October 22, 2007

Is there anyone for me?

Monday Blues are biting at me again... workload is piling up, unsolved issues still remain unsolved, family problems still hanging, mind is still not in the correct state... Upfront need to be strong, but still feeling lost and down... I don't like what I am feeling now...

I was there when others needed someone to listen to their stories,
Someone to share their secrets and someone to make them happy..
Is there anyone for me..?

I could understand the other’s pain and how they feel when they are down
Though I couldn’t do loads of things I always shared their sorrows..
Does anyone understand how I suffer alone when I’m feeling bad..?

I have spent hours and days to solve other’s problems,
to wipe away their tears and simply to make their lives better..
Is there anyone to see my tears..?

I did everything I could do for others and sometimes I get hurt,
I’ve cried so many times for them
Have anyone dropped even a single tear for me . . .?

Friday, October 19, 2007

Happy 21st Birthday Jie!!!

My beautiful daughter is 21 years old today. It seems just like only yesterday when I gave birth to a sweet baby girl on 19th October 1986, who I named Felicia, which means “happiness”. I want my baby to be happy and gracious, and now my little girl has grown to be a lovely woman.

Jie, I want you to know that I will always cherish the wonderful time and the joy of watching you grow into a beautiful young lady. I treasure each loving moment we share, chatting or gossiping, shopping or going to the movies, our mother-daughter friendship. And most of all, I want you know that you are my best friend. I will always be proud to announce to the world “This is my lovely daughter”.

The last couple of weeks have been busy for us, looking for the party venue, arranging the menu, deciding of the birthday cakes and gifts, shopping for what-to-wear, booking for hair-do, etc. and tonight will be the big night. Everything will turns out well for you tonight, just relax and enjoy it, baby!

I hope you can achieve all your dreams, and have a wonderful life ahead. Whatever challenges you will face, I want you to know that I will always be here for you, always… I love you!!!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

天黑黑欲落雨!!!

Last night while chatting with ka-chng,she told me this song is very apt for both of us... which I think is very true...

我的小时候
闹任性时侯
我的外婆
总会唱歌哄我
夏天的午后
老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好象这样唱的
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

开小时候
有了自己的生活
鲜的歌
鲜的念头
任性和冲
无法控制的时候
我忘
还有这样的歌
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后总有残缺
我走在每天必须面对的分岔路
怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭
让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚
好孤独
天黑的时候
我又想起那首歌
突然期待
下起安静的雨
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
下起雨也要勇敢前….
我相信一切都会平息
现在好想回家去
天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

Monday, October 15, 2007

Depression!!!

The worst thing about depression is the constant numbness. Even if you are surrounded by a whole crowd of people, you still feel completely alone. Your thoughts get muddled, you cannot string a sentence together, and the exhaustion is so tiring, it almost knock you out. All you want to do is to escape everyone, close your eyes and forget about everything - but you cannot. The worst thing is trying to explain what you are going through, because the truth is you don't think anyone else will ever understand. In your head, no one has ever had to go through anything as bad as this before.

Depression is not a mood to be in. When you are feeling down, you just want to "close" yourself up alone. And when you are around with people, you still need to pretend nothing is wrong, everything is perfect and normal for you. Sighed...

During these lousy times, when you feel like tipping over the edge, just knowing someone is around to put his arms around you, or even with a simple phone call, really helps. Someone who is able to pick up the tiniest thing you do, who are able to understand you with your one simple remark or a slight mood shift, makes a difference. He is the rock you need...

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Romantic or Realistic???


You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle.

You know that love isn't like a greeting card...

Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings.

You are the best of both worlds

Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious.

Almost any guy can find balance with you.

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

寂寞很OK, 一个人OK, 习惯就OK !!

生命之中有多少经历
还值得细细回忆
尤其是感情那些刻骨铭心的回忆
好多年都不曾忘记
我们都在寻找真爱
花钱也不能买
但是你问我什么是爱
它没有正确答案
只能凭感觉
在人海里寻找所谓的爱
有人随便玩玩
有人拼了老命在玩
有人一辈子没有伴
过著东奔西跑的日子
来到不熟悉的城市特别容易孤寂
想著挥之不去的问题
尤其面对自己总是没有头绪
感情和个人的平衡点常常失去重心
放手上风一吹就会掉下去
有时却想放弃
摇摇欲坠其实最自私是自己

我可不想装的很可悲
好让人家来给我安慰
这一段时间我很OK
顶多如有时候早早睡
当然还是有一些小小的寂寞在身边
寂寞很OK 一个人OK 习惯就OK

走一步算一步
寻寻觅觅当你遇到一个喜欢的人
却不想在一起
也许只想一夜情而已
放了真感情却害怕自由会失去
这世界上只有两种人
男人和女人
每天上演同样的剧情
谁又爱上谁谁又背叛谁谁又伤了谁
乐此不疲的表演好累
但是没有人能够脱离再翻离
谁可以跨越出去
结果因人而异
有的信守终生有的继续等
有的干脆剃度
永远不再过问
这红尘滚滚心中是否沸腾
还有多少时间值得继续等
曲终人散走在陌生的街上
剩我一个人唱

我可不想装的很可悲
好让人家来给我安慰
这一段时间我很 OK
顶多如有时候早早睡
当然还是有一些小小的寂寞在身边
寂寞很OK 一个人OK 习惯就OK

爱情面貌我是不了解
却把自己搞的很狼狈
有一段时间我不OK
把灵魂混在黑暗里面
当然还是有一些小小的都不在身边
寂寞很OK 一个人OK 习惯就OK

Friday, October 5, 2007

Thinking of You!!!

Thinking of you .. not when I am sad..
Thinking of you.. not when I am alone...
thinking of you.. not when I am angry....
I think of you when I am happy,
Cos I would always want to see you that way!

I think of you when I am excited,
Cos that reminds me of the times I was with you!!


Trying to think of you..
But cant find a reason to do that..
Cos thinking of you can never be with just a single reason,
Trying to think of you all the time,
Cos that's the only thing that still brings happiness in life!

Thinking of you..
Thinking of you.. all the time!

Thursday, October 4, 2007

你是我心内的一首歌!

你是我心内的一首歌
心间开启花一朵
你是我生命的一首歌
想念汇成一条河
点在我心内的一首歌
不要只是个过客
在我生命留下一首歌
不论结局会如何

好想问你
对我到底有没有动心
沉默太久
只会让我不小心犯错

点在我心内的一首歌
不要只是个过客
在我生命留下一首歌
不论结局会如何

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Letter to My Gals

My Dearest Princesses

I know both of you were angry with what Mei saw last Monday, but babies, we have already chosen this path of road, so no point holding this grudge against him. Since he is showing that he is able to lead his own life without the 3 of us, the more we must be strong and positive to let him know that without him, we are able to lead our lives as well, if not, even better when he was around.

It has been so long since we have managed to live without him, and the most important thing now is 3 of us are happy and we are family. We should be strong for each other, love each other and encourage each other when the other feels down. By sticking together in times of need, we will be able to overcome any problems along the way.

There are definitely going to be things we like happening around us, but life also has their unpleasant moments. It is how we appreciate and be thankful of the beautiful things around us, and the way we let go of the unpleasant issues, makes us decide whether we are happy most of the time or become angry and grumpy, complaining about how life is unfair most of the time.

The key in being happy is knowing how and when to let go, if it is painful or unpleasant to hold on to, the rightful thing to do so is to let go and you will be at peace with that person or more importantly, at peace with yourself. Once you are able to do that, you will feel better for sure, you will also be feeling like a free bird with nothing to weigh you down from your own journey in life.

Please do not let what happened to him and me affect your mood, your studies and your life ahead. No matter what the future holds for us, remember I will always be here for you and loving you...

Mom

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

We are like Pencils...

In the beginning the Pencil Maker spoke to the pencil saying :-
"There are 5 things you need to know before I send you out into the world. Always remember them & you will become the best pencil you can be."

1. You will be able to do many things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in someone's hand.
2. You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but this is required if you want to become a better pencil.
3. you have the ability to correct any mistakes you might make.
4. The most important part of you will always be what's inside.
5. No matter what the condition, you must always leave a clear, legible mark, no matter how difficult the situation.

Now, replacing the pencil with yourself; always remember these rules never forget them. In this way, you will become the person you want to be.

1. You will be able to do many things, but only if you allow yourself in someone's hand, and allow others to access you for the many gifts you possess.
2. You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, by going through various problems, but you will need it to become a stronger person.
3. You will be able to correct mistakes you might make and grow through them.
4. The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside.
5. On every surface you walk, you must leave a mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to move ahead.

See, other than trying to be as thin as a pencil, we can learn to be like a pencil itself.