My horoscope for Friday, June 27:

You're in good spirits today and your playful mood busts out more than once when others are starting to feel down. It's a good time to plow through boring or repetitive tasks while it's still fun!

The last few days had been very busy and stressed... with work, with the renovations, getting the nest ready, and packing.. Well, as my horoscope said today, actually packing up our stuff is quite fun... you can find things which had gone missing for a long time, things which was once a treasure to you, seeing old photographs of yourselves and laughing at it... and lots of funny stuffs that you had kept for so long, and wondered why you would have bought in at the first place...

Well.. I think my this weekend will be spent packing up the things as we still have tons of things to pack.. and getting our nest ready for us...

Wanna be loved...

Just happen to chance on this song, and I think it speaks someone's mood (maybe mine too) at this moment... Cheer up and you will find your 'You' very soon...!!!

Love once left me cold and gray
I had almost reached heaven
Just to feel it slip away
But life's too short to waste away
Being scared to take chances
Or so I've heard wise men say

I wanna be loved
Faithful and true
I wanna be loved
Ten million lifetimes with you
I wanna be loved
And after all I've been through
I'll let my heart take it's chances, just to be loved by you

I wanna feel there's a reason for living again
I want us to fly far away
And I want my heart to sing the words only you can understand
So put your hand in mine, say a prayer tonight
So that we may find love

"I Wanna Be Loved"--Eric Benét

Sunshine After Storm?

Is there sunshine after storm? Who will shelter me? Who will hold the umbrella for me? Is there rainbow ahead for me?

人生路上甜苦和喜忧
愿与你分担所有
难免曾经跌倒和等侯
要勇敢的抬头
谁愿常躲在避风的港口
宁忧波涛汹涌的自由
愿是你心中灯塔的守候
在迷雾中让你看透
阳光总在风雨后
乌云上有晴空
珍惜所以的感动
每一份希望在你手中
阳光总在风雨后
谁相信有彩虹
风风雨雨都接受
我一直会在你的左右

Misses Glass

Recently, I am having very low self-esteem, and trying to work my ass out to try to finish up my work-load, and to cope with my daily life. I know I am not super woman, and will never be able to make everyone satisfied and happy, but I am trying my very best, and pushing myself very hard... hope I can last...

See I try to hide the fact
That I am just a fragile individual
So I give off this facade that I'm so hard
When in fact I'm far from unbreakable
I'm so afraid to talk and express myself
Keepin' all my feelings bottled inside
Of this empty shell that I call my heart
'Cause I can't let love back in again...
Oh, I wish I'd known love was cold before I fell in
'Cause I went head on with its storm
Like lightning going into sand...

Oh, it's better to have loved
Than not to have loved at all
So I guess I should feel fortunate
But it don't feel that way, least not in my heart
'Cause see love has left me broken (broken like glass)
So when you see me you can call me
See me you can call me Misses Glass

Now after all the lying to myself
I'm stuck feeling miserable
When I have forced myself to be somebody else
Making me seem invisible
'Cause see I'm a woman like any other woman
Indecisive and emotional
And you might never ever know
Oh, I wish I'd known love was cold before I fell in
'Cause I went head on with its storm
Like lightning going into sand.

Misses Glass - Leona Lewis

位置..

Empty your heart now, and fill it with with joy. Empty your grief, your guilt, and fill it with love, empty your hatred and your sadness, and fill it with happiness...

But I am not able to do it... I can't feel anything now, I can't think of anything now... I have my doubts that I will able to happy again.. truly happy...

Can I just melt away... Can I just disappear into the thin air???

月色映在我的脸庞
今夜适合寂寞陪伴
说过的话绕在我脑海不停的转
有些事总不能重来
我不愿意也没法办
所以说我要抛开这一切烦
你在我心里占了这个位置
才能对你透露所有心事
眼前的一切风风雨雨
需要我们携手坚持
我在你的心里有多少位置
只有你自己最能够解释
我相信这答案是我乐意
见到的唯一表示
不想在地表里消失
你给我的爱是无知还不懂事
现在我才慢慢发现我的坚持
痛依然在我心里还浑然不知