Sometimes…

I feel I’m ready to let go
I feel I’m moving on
I believe I can be better off without you
I think I’m strong enough to go through life
I feel I’m a better person after all

But occasionally…

I still have flashbacks of sweet and sour memories
I still naively hoping you are here
I still wishing everything stay the same
I still wondering why you were doing this
I still pondering how my life will be from now

Perhaps…

I am not good enough
Our destiny not meant for each other
You are just someone who happens to cross my path
And to leave some smile
And some memories in my life

Money Money Money...

Was alone at home last night... and while waiting for dinner to be ready, I started to watch MaMa Mia on TV (have not finished the show yet)... It was quite an interesting show, and I can relate myself to the mother... and the songs inside...it's like singing about me... Haha... I like this one...

I work all night, I work all day, to pay the bills I have to pay
Ain't it sad
And still there never seems to be a single penny left for me
That's too bad
In my dreams I have a plan
If I got me a wealthy man
I wouldn't have to work at all, I'd fool around and have a ball...

A man like that is hard to find but I can't get him off my mind
Ain't it sad
And if he happens to be free I bet he wouldn't fancy me
That's too bad
So I must leave, I'll have to go
To Las Vegas or Monaco
And win a fortune in a game, my life will never be the same...

Money, money, money
Must be funny
In the rich man's world
Money, money, money
Always sunny
In the rich man's world
Aha-ahaaa
All the things I could do
If I had a little money
It's a rich man's world

PS - The sad thing is I have been to Las Vegas, and here I am, still as poor as before, Sigh...

回到最初 。。。

I'm not going to lie… I've never felt lonelier in my life than now… I feel so lost, alone and depressed… even though I put on a brave and happy face everyday. On some sucky days, I hope to have someone I can grumble at, to vent at, and a shoulder to lean on.
I don’t have a lot of close friends, only my dear sisters… but our meet-ups now are getting lesser and lesser… Of course, there are my two dear gals… but one day, they will also leave me to lead a life of their own.
This is not the life I have ever imagine I will lead one day… this is not the life I need to the rest of my time…

最近都流行粉紫色
最新最潮的都有了
为甚麽富有了甚麽都不缺了
简单的快乐会不见呢

为生活盲目的跑着
为爱情又被伤害了
当所有变复杂变难懂变苦涩
看自己变复杂变自私以后
你流的泪水是不是真的
简单的快乐怎麽不见了

能不能回到最初
最自然最灿烂的笑容
没有钻石的爱情我也会被感动
让自己放空恢复漂亮的脸孔
你吻我一下脸就红

就回到最初最晴朗最开阔的天空
回到最初最晴朗最开阔的天空
搬走摩天楼别挡住彩虹
我崇拜的英雄和最爱的卡通
全都出现在今夜的美梦
全都出现在我今夜的美梦

能不能回到最初
棉花糖在手中的笑容
钻石换不了爱情的心动
让自己放轻松什麽都能想通
说爱你爱我脸就红
回到最初再也梦不到的梦