Sunday, April 26, 2009

PS. I Love You...

Last night was watching this DVD with Mei, but watching it the 2nd time round, was using up as much tissue papers as the first, if not more. The 2nd round made me understand the storyline more... it's not about waiting for Gerry's letters to come... it's more about the 2 men in Holly's life, her dad and her late husband... one chose to leave them, abadoned the family when he have a choice... one left her without any choice, being taken away from her.

Is it men are all like that? They do not treasure what they have on hand? Honestly, behind a corner of my mind, I am still wondering what is he doing now? who is he with now? Why should I be bothered? He chose to leave, without any contact, not even with a call or sms... it's just like Holly's dad in the show...

What is more hurting? Knowing that he chose to leave you, and you still might have a chance to meet again, and he chose not to; Or knowing that he left without any choice, and you will never have a chance to meet again?

There's one part her Mum said to her... "I'm alone!…If you're all alone, we're all together with you in that, too." Yes, I am alone, but is there anyone with me too?