What a Monday... it's only 11 am, and I am exhuasted... nothing seems to be right... The last weekend was so boring and bored, stayed at home and watched TV all the while.. Soon I will become sofa potato..
Val called on Sat, and said she bumped into him. So What? I should have brushed it off already, right? But why am I still so bothered about the things she told me? Why it will still affect me... I should be strong enough by now, but why am I still so miseable? I need to portray to the world the person I want them to see.. pretend that everything is ok... but I am getting very tired..
I never thought I will give up
But I can stand no more
Everything is letting me down
And I have no control
I don’t know where I have been
It seems like I just got the rules
Like I have been dreaming all the time
And only now I realize the truth
Should I return to my dreams
Or should I continue to play the games?
But how can I be someone else?
I am so lost that I pretend
That if I close my eyes and count to ten
Everything will be ok
And I will have my life again
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