Here is my horoscope
for Friday, February 29:

Life is kind of hard for you, as you want to get out in the world and take part in some new opportunity -- but you are stuck taking care of an old obligation. If you're good, things should pick up soon.

I am so so tired, of work, of life, of everything... I have been a good girl, but why am I still stuck here??? Life is killing me... Feels like giving up everything...

"Can't take that away"

by Mariah Carey

They can say anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow
Anyone to succeed
Hanging clouds over me
And they can try hard to make me
That I don't matter at
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams

Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me
From me

They can d anything they want to do
If you let them in
But they won't even win
If you cling to your pride
And just push them aside
See I have, I have learned there's an inner peace I own
Something in my soul
That they cannot possess
So I won't be afraid
And darkness will fade

No Oh... They can't take this
Precious love I'll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will guide me
Where I need to go, oh...

They can say anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily
Sailing out of their reach
Oh Lord
They do try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
Or lose faith in my dreams

Cause there's light in me that shines brightly
Hey... hey... They can try
But they can't take that away from me

The light inside You!!

It doesn't matter what people do to you - what matters is what you allow them to do to you. People will do all sorts of cruel things, both intentionally and unintentionally, but you can't let that break your spirit. You can't let what others say about you kill the light that is shinning so brightly within. You can't let what others do to you kill your dreams!!

In life, we need to go through what others say and do to us which we don't deserve. We need to strive for our peace, joy, love and happiness despite of the things that people do to us to bring us down. Don't allow those remarks and actions break our spirits. We are far too precious and valuable for that. To our loved ones, we are important and valuable. We are loved, we are precious and we are beautiful!!! Be encouraged and stay strong!

Never let your light go out, keep on shining!!!

Dreaming Again...

As I sit here gazing out the window,
Instead of working, I’m daydreaming of you...
And wondering if while you’re in your own world,
You’re thinking of me too.

I remember the day we met and how you made me feel,
Looking at the glowing smile on your face,
Staring into your dreamy eyes,
Your smell, your touch, your warm embrace

And now, I’m starting to feel that warmth inside,
Like nothing or no one else can make me feel...
Butterflies, a constant smile, happy thoughts,
Looking forward to the next time we meet.

What lies ahead, down the road?
Can it possibly be what I’ve been hoping for?
All my goals, dreams, passions, hopes...
Glaring now before me with great anticipation.

No one knows what tomorrow brings...
One can only wish and believe...
I have abounding faith that God will take care of me,
And bring the right person into my life.

Get Tattooed??

Of course not on you. .But try it. It's really cool.

Visit this site. Wait for the lady to appear, then write your name in the first line and your boyfriend's name in the second line. Whatever name you wish to enter is entirely up to you. No need to give your email address. Press the VISUALIZAR bar. Watch and see!

Have Fun!!!

Only in my Dreams...

There was a time for love…
But only in my dreams.
Fleeting moments of happiness
flooded my soul..

Try as I could, the best heart to give,
I still couldn’t see
There was any love for me.
My eyes just could see
The grey clouds in the sky.

Gone the beautiful fluffy dreams,
Lost the excitement of love.
The heart had no place to go, no place to grow.
No way to give, so how could it live?
There was a time for love……..
But only in my dreams………….

Way Back Into Love......

Saturday, and I am working… I am so immersed with work recently, I am really tired and lonely. I started to think maybe I need to attempt to find someone. A hand to hold, a shoulder to rest my head on, someone I can talk to, who will listen to my ramblings...After such a long marriage, it is not easy to being single again...But am I ready???

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to any suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping someone will be there for me in the end!

Happy Valentine's Day to Me!!!

Happy Valentine’s Day… for one who loves and felt being loved, and I hope everyone has a wonderful and enjoyable day today with your loved ones!

Me? I am spending tonight alone, at home… The girls are out, and I am busy burying myself with work. I don’t usually celebrate this day, but this year I am feeling a bit lonely and sorry for myself. Stupid, right? But at least I received one present from Jie, my favourite from Ice-Cream Chef.

PS . I wonder how many women send themselves flowers on Valentine’s Day? Not that I am thinking of it – just wondering.

Our Phuket Holiday!!!

We are just back from our litle holiday. This year's CNY is different, as we spent the 4 days in Phuket.

We stayed at the Banthai Beach Resort and totally loved it. Besides being a beautiful hotel with great pools and serve good breakfast, it is also close to the shopping areas and along the main beach of Patong. Our room is situated on the ground floor, and it opens to the garden and pool, and great place for relaxing. The people there are friendly, and a great place to practice our bargaining skills.

We went on an island hopping tour on a speed boat, snorkeling in crystal clear waters near Phi Phi island, and sun tanning at Khai island. The 4 days were spent para-sailing and jet-skiing along the beach, more sun-tanning and shopping. The nightlife there is also very happening.

We came back with lots of beautiful memories, our shopping, and painful skin due to sun tanning… but we will definitely go back again…

Happy New Year!!!

Finally, the three of us is going for our little holiday! Tomorrow morning we will be flying off to Phuket - "The Pearl of the South". Actually I am quite excited about it. It will be a good 4 days of rest, sun and beach for us... and a precious bonding time for us...

As jie said, it was more than 2 years that I had a good rest and holiday, so I am going to fully enjoy myself, and going to ignore those unpleasant remarks that will dampen my mood...

The next time I blog again will be in the year of the Rat, how time flies... Here's wishing me and us a Happy and Prosperous New Year...

你是我的宝贝！！！

你笑得天真无邪
我做你的依偎
风筝高高飞得远
放开手中线
如果想飞用力追
美梦总会实现

未来某一天
你或许调皮捣鬼
或许惹我生气流泪
可我依然爱你不会改变

未来某一天
月儿弯弯眯着眼
你笑得天真无邪
你是我的宝贝

你们两个永远是我的宝贝.. Love You!

At Peace with the World...

One can only control own actions and comments but not what others say or do to you. End of the day if your conscience is clear that you have not done or say anything to hurt others and yet you find yourself at the receiving end, being blamed, then you should remind yourself that what others want to do or say is beyond your control. One can only be fair to everybody but one can never please everybody.

To be weighed down by what others say or do to you is never positive or productive. If the accusations are untrue, by all means tell your side of the story. But if the accusations are done behind your back without hearing your version of the situation, the next question will be whether it requires your explanation. If it’s not too serious let it go and be at peace with the knowledge that it’s not your fault.

If it's serious enough and need clarification, ask if immediate response is required because with certain situations time will automatically reveal the truth. This tells you to be patient and at peace with yourself, when you are at peace with yourself the accusations will not affect you. A peaceful person gets strength from a clear conscience, strong enough not to be swayed by false accusations.

Remember, you can only be fair to everyone but you will never be able to please everyone. If you can achieve this you will be at peace with yourself and at peace with everyone.