The Wedding Song...

Never really know the lyrics of this song until tonight...Nice song, nice location, nice atmosphere makes the song even more beautiful...

You by my side that's how I see us
I close my eyes and I can see us
We're on our way to say I do
My secret dreams have all come true

I see the church, I see the people
Your folks and mine, happy and smiling
And I can hear sweet voices singing
Ave Maria

Oh my love, my love this can really be
That someday You'll walk down the aisle with me
Let it be, make it be that I'm the one for you
I'll be yours, all yours, now and forever

I see us now, your hand in my hand
This is the hour, this is the moment
And I can hear sweet voices singing
Ave Maria
Ave Maria
Ave Maria

你是我的心肝宝贝...

天是那么大 爱是那么多
偏偏让我遇见你
你是那么真 你是那么好
我曾怀疑我在做梦
不再一个人 心事有人听
漫漫长夜在一起
和你数着星 海边迎着风
只要有你我就安心
你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到无路可退
这一辈子都不后悔
陪你上山下海
陪你黑夜白天
快乐伤悲亦都无所谓
你是我的心肝宝贝
爱你爱到掏心掏肺
希望你也真心相对
我要为你干杯 我要为你喝醉
因为你是我的宝贝

我是你的宝贝....

我是你的天使....

A lovely song to listen to, especially tonight...

如果可以　我想要更清晨
如果可以　我想要更轻盈
穿过雾　穿过云
看清你的心
是多情　是多疑
是给你讯息
我蠢蠢欲动的爱情　就要飞向你
我美丽天使的心
再也不神秘　只为你栖息
我温柔天使的心
只要你生世世守着我
我永远为你甜甜蜜蜜日日夜夜
真心爱着你

我不相信　一瞬间的勇气
我只接受　一辈子的约定
穿过雾　穿过云看穿你的心
是真情　是珍惜　不愿是游戏
我蠢蠢欲动的爱情　就要飞向你
我美丽天使的心
再也不神秘　只为你栖息
我温柔天使的心
只要你生世世守着我
我永远为你甜甜蜜蜜日日夜夜
真心爱着你

Yes!

爱情开箱文...

I should keep reminding myself...爱情原来是这种玩意...无所谓他想来就来...

爱情原来是这种玩意
捉摸不定毫无道理
择偶条件多严苛多挑剔
看对眼就一头栽进去
爱情原来是这种玩意
伤透脑筋绝不公平
让每一个人都歇斯底里
忘记了自己的年纪
它偶尔殷勤过头有时候又太冷漠
开箱找不到保固期
像蛀牙不停地钻狂提醒
我多久没谈恋爱了不起
爱情就像是一种游戏
没有规则不分输赢
一旦爱上连心痛都上瘾
下一回合又恢复自信
爱情就像是一种游戏
棋逢对手先礼后兵
越是有让人幸福的本领
这种人往往最无情
love is blind close my eye
到最后还不是该让开
爱不爱我已经不想猜
无所谓他想来就来

Happy 25th Anniversary...

25 years ago, today was one of my happiest day, 25 years later, today is one of my saddest day... Wondering if you still remember this day, or you have long forgotten...

一份爱会出现裂痕
两个人都要负责任
有些成长来自承认
我终於挣脱怨与恨
年轻总喜欢去争论
要别人照我的剧本
满身伤痕
才知道悲哀是互不信任

不在乎的眼神内心悄悄破损
在午夜的十分
被一个梦给拆穿没忘记那个人

我试着让生活变得简单
对幸福或寂寞顺其自然
偶尔傻傻孤单偶尔傻傻浪漫
不怕大喜大悲那麽难负担
不想再背负太多期盼
对好奇或关心顺其自然
只是那点不安只是那点心酸
总会忽然扩散让心又累又茫然

每一次记忆的翻腾既美好也残忍
思念让旧情有余温
将我困在早应该要离开的空城
希望有人陪伴

我愿意。。。

Missing someone is not a nice feeling at all... The whole mind is filled with the person's face... and the mind is wondering like crazy... Does the person miss me too... is he thinking of me now too? I am so engulfed with loneiness...

思念是一种很玄的东西
如影随形
无声又无息出没在心底
转眼吞没我在寂默里
我无力抗拒特别是夜里喔
想你到无法呼吸
恨不能立即朝你狂奔去
大声的告诉你

距离是一种很利的东西
刺痛心情
最担心因此消磨了爱情
淹没彼此心中的默契
你给的爱情是我活着的凭据
你是我生命唯一
我何尝不想能靠你最近
用行动来证明

愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
就算多一秒停留在你怀里
失去世界也不可惜
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你被放逐天际
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
什么都愿意什么都愿意为你

没那么简单...

This song is so aptly written, it's like writing about me and my feelings... Ya, it's easier to sing (say) than the actual life... but what to do... at my age and situation now, it is better to listen to the song then...

没那么简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那么简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那么容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易 才会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经

想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

from Mei's Blog....

今晚， 不知道为什么心血来潮， 就去了妹的部落格瞄了一下。 刚好读到了以下的POSTING... 又让这表面显露得很坚强的我， 眼泪又不禁的流出来了。。。
I love you too... with all my life...

I swear Parenthood never fails to make me tear.
Even till the very last episode.
Parenthood is seriously the only sitcom that I have
managed to watch till the very end - Firstly cause it
has very little episodes & secondly, its really amazing.
It relates to every single person - one with a family.

Sometimes, I'd take some time to think about my family.
My family's different, from most families.
Usually when a kid draws his family, he draws his daddy, his mommy
& himself. But in my case, I draw my mother, & my sister.
Thats my family.

& I love them truly, with all my heart.
I admit there'd be moments when I see kids with their dads,
especially daughters being really close with theirs
& I'd wonder why I dont have one.
I mean I had one, but not anymore.
& no, not any part of me blames my mother at all.
Its just the douchebag.

Come to think about it, I really like how we are now.
& I hate how my mother blames herself at times
for our situations in the present.
Its not a bad situation, at all.
But what worries me now,
is, twenty years from now.
or more, or less.

When I finally found that special someone,
well, I did. & I live with him,
& my sis does the same. I mean one of us could
just stay with our momma, thats simple.
I dont care about the privacy issues,
but what I worry now,
is I wont want my mom to be alone,
for the rest of her life.
I mean she always say she has 'us'.
but still, its different kind of 'love'.
I secretly wish she could meet someone new.
Someone who's nice, & sweet & not perfect.
But, at least close to it.
& as long as he's not a motherfucker.

I just want you to be happy.
thats all it matters.
I love you, momma.

<3

他走了。。。

他走了。。。我的灯一直亮著
门关紧了但眼泪不会锁
该好了可是心还是痛的
说过了几千次算了又想像可能会复合
我表面似乎痊愈了某部份却像残废了
又圆了的月亮照亮我隐藏的倔强
提醒我去化妆把以后活的更漂亮
又圆了的月亮说改变会带来成长
旋转的地球上没有人能不动站在一个地方

梦醒了像旅行都结束了
纪念品呢谁粗心弄掉了
到哪了做什黱 是否记得
相机里两个人闹著让微笑美过了夜色
没有他以为该寂寞但世界一样在唱歌

又圆了的月亮说改变会带来成长
旋转的地球上肯转身
总有些故事值得盼望

用原谅
去遗忘

Wishful Thinking...

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from you dreams and hug them for real. But the question is, will that someone still willing to be hugged? Or it would just remain a wishful thinking since you know deep in your heart, that person can never be yours again, that person might belong to someone else now and as much as it hurts you, you have to let go, and wish the person happiness.

Loving sometimes means letting go,and accept the fact that the person you had loved is happy even without you in their life. They can move on and continue being happy even if you're gone, as if you never existed and became a part of them. There are times you can only cry and long for them, but have to accept the fact that you had loved and being loved before...

Fear of being rejected and getting hurt. A wishful thinking that you can only show your love to them in dreams... and in your dreams that they also will love you back...

Geography of a Woman...

Between the ages of 15 - 20 a woman is like Africa.
She is half discovered, half wild.

Between the ages of 20 - 30 a woman is like America.
Fully discovered and scientifically perfect.

Between the ages of 30 - 35, she is like India & Japan.
Very hot, wise and beautiful !!!!!!!!!

Between the ages of 35 - 40 a woman is like France.
She is half destroyed after the war but still desirable.

Between the ages of 40 - 50 she is like Germany.
She lost the war but not the hope.

Between the ages of 50 - 60 she is like Russia.
Very wide, very quiet but nobody goes there.

Between the ages of 60 - 70 a woman is like England.
With a glorious past but no future.

After 70, they become Siberia.
Everyone knows where it is, but no one wants to go there.

Time flies...

Time Flies, now is already mid December. Another 2 weeks will be another new year, another new start…

How did the last 350 days passed by? Everyday is work, sleep and work again. Weekends spent with my princesses eating, shopping, or just lazing at home watch tv… is this considered busy? Or just trying to avoid the reality?

一直等一个人等了很久
这一场独角戏是很寂寞
春夏秋冬我的窗口只有风经过

爱很深有多深我也不懂
你走后我的心变得脆弱
听一首歌也觉得痛
但我谁也没有说

右边的座位右边的枕头
都已经空了那么久
为你守候那是因为我已经看透
没有你的爱这个我只是一半

不哭了不笑了
为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代一个圆的另一半
我固执的等待等风再把你带回来

不在乎天長地久，只在乎曾經擁有...

Happened to chance of this classic video, it was so beautifully made ...


不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有... As time passed by, you will realise many things are not within our control, and everything is so fragile. Do you really don mind 只在乎曾经拥有吗？ Why would you want to go into something, and at some point you need to let it go? Does people realise that we can never have 天长地久, and when the time comes to let go, it will be very miserable...

One day, when someone left you or something happened, you will really realise the what it really means, 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。。。and the heart really hurts. So we should treasure today, as you will not know what will happen tomorrow.. Treasure today as tomorrow will never be like today...

Missed you ...

A Miracle...

The way things are happening, I do need a miracle. I keep on praying on that one day that things will finally fall into place. I keep on thinking about when, what and how that it would happen. I will think of the good times, and hope eveyrthing would come together again.

Oh, good Lord, please let there be another miracle in my life. Please let it be.

I don't know how I will react, and I hope I will be happy when that the day comes. Having a missing part in life is not what I need now, and I hope everything is worth the wait.

I need to pray hard, and hoping you will pray hard for me too... whoever and wherever you are.

Ups and Downs...

Life has many ups and downs. There are always challenges along the road but doing our best in everything we do can make a big difference. Success is sweet but we cannot avoid failing. We can learn from our mistakes and do better next time. If we try our best in each endeavor, success is not far behind.

Easier said than done... isn't it what we are trying to do everyday? But nearly half a century gone, did not even smell any success... Work, Love, Money... Sigh...

每日为爱为情心袂定
这个冷冷暖暖的世间
甘有永永远远的美梦
是阮爱着无情人
真心痴情梦醒一场空
这个恩恩怨怨的世间
爱是起起落落的希望
情深缘薄谁甘愿谁甘愿